Sunday, January 01, 2012

Coming home...





This blog might be all over the place, as I'm a little loopy from Vicodin, & I have a lot on my mind.

We've been gone from the grand ole city of Abilene for about 3 weeks and it's been amazing! The girls have gotten along better than ever~~they've been helpful around the house, they've been kind to each other, they have basically been no trouble at all & a pleasure to be around! They've tried new things & had new adventures & I'm sooo proud of them!! I do have to question why things have been so different??!!?! Oh wait...I know...they've been mine & mine alone for 3 weeks. Funny how lack of contact with their dad makes them so much calmer!! My girls are amazing & they are turning into beautiful young ladies...


And I just wish I could protect them from all that he is...sigh...


As for the Vicodin loopiness, that would be from an incident I had during one of our many adventures...


Don't you like my new immobilizer?! Won't really know what's wrong until we get home & see our own dr, as the ER was rather incompetent here! :(

Anywho...guess I should get to the real point of this post... I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME!! I mean really don't want to!! I've sat in this chair all afternoon thinking of ways to stay here! I know it's not physically possible~~we have to go home, but I don't want to! I don't want to go home to the drama of the ex, to the religious persecution of the city, or to the judgementalness of my own family! I want to stay here where I have an amazing mother-in-law that loves my girls & I. I want to stay here where the girls are so much more relaxed & theres a freedom to be whoever we want to be! Sigh...guess I'll quit whining & start packing! But...I DON'T WANNA!!


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1 comment:

OpheliaRedstar said...

Man, Jerry and I both agree that we wish you didn't have to, either. I'd miss the hell out of you. But, we would get over it. And, have to eventually buy some plane tickets.